Demammmmm~

Pening...Rase nak tido jek..seram sejuk..
patut la semalam berat sangat mata..kul 9.30 aku da melayari mimpi..sampai cik abg pon plik nape sensitif + nak balek awal..
sampai umah..trus mandi..solat..bentang tilam..tido...
12.26 terjaga..mesej abg..rs cam da lame tido..da mcm2 mimpi tp bgn2 br kul 12 lebih..
badan rs semacam..sejuk..tp bile off kipas..panas plak..
demam rupenyer..badan da tunjuk kn tanda2 tp kepala x paham2lagi...
demam...arkghhh...
da lame x demam..tp once da kene..agak x tahan la jgk..
time to sleep..moge2 bgn nnti da sihat...

..Cinta..

"Ketika ALLAH menciptakan Nabi Adam A.S, seluruh kecintaan dan kasih sayang itu ditumpahkan. ia satu penciptaan yang agung walaupun mendapat bantahan di langit. kemudian, rasa cinta itu berlanjutan apabila ALLAH menciptakan Hawa untuk Adam. Namun, kebencian iblis yang angkuh & takbur berlanjutan sehingga ke hari ini kerana penciptaan itu"

..Bagaikan Puteri..Ramlee Awang Mursyid

If You're Not The One -Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Ape ek??

Ape ek??kadang2 kite tewas dgn amarah...even mende kecik je..bole jd sebesar2nyer..and aku, kalau da marah sgt..aku wat x kenal dgn org tuh..biar la dia tercongok depan mate pon..aku akan wat bodo..~
Pd aku biar la org tau kite mrh + x suke dgn diorg...dpd pure2 suke, berbual cam biase tp dlm ati berbuku-buku...x jujur dgn diri+dgn org...
kdg2aku perlu keadaan cmtu utk ubah diri..smua tu akan wat aku terpikir..ape aku da wat salah kat dia sampai dia marah kat aku..kalau btul salah,aku bole ubah..insyaAllah kesilapan yg same x kn berulang lg...
tp kalau aku x salah??camne ek??ape kah??(adehhh...xleh pk lagi dah)
susah nk selesaikan masalah idup kn??tp kalau xde masalah cm xlengkap la plak..smua tu yg mewarnai idup kite..suke duke..pahit manis...
mm..dunia...dunia...~

Bagaikan Puteri

Novel yg byk wat aku terpikir psl byk mende yg x penah aku pk..dah lebih 10 kali aku bace novel nih..sampai aku bole tau mane part yg aku suke..mane part yg wat aku malas nak bace..mane part yg wat aku seram...mane part yg sedey banget..even da banyak kali bace pon still mengalir air mate..(especially bile Haryani da sedar..pegi kat kg punggor..jerit name laksamana sunan..laksamana sunan pon cam terdengar-dgr Haryani panggil name dia..sbb both of them ade sense yg diorg ade di tempat yg same..pd mase yg same..tp pada zaman yg berlainan)..uwaaa...apekah???(arrkggghhh...otak aku xleh generate)
..Kamu Bagaikan Puteri..Haryani~
Ade plak kesinambungan dgn peristiwa tsunami yg mmg betul2 berlaku..wat aku kdg2percaye yg aku bace tu mungkin jadi btul2...ish...sedeynye bercinte..pastu berpisah...& takkan jumpe lagi sbb berlainan zaman..eee...apekah???(arrkggghhh...otak aku xleh generate)
btul ek??mungkin btul laaa..kalau x camne penulis tu bole dpt idea yg semacam itu...heheheh..tp name pon penulis..Ramlee Awang Mursyid plak tu...fuiyo...bukan sebarangan org tuh...mmg da tu kebolehan penulis yg bole create + olah smua tu sampai wat kite yg bace terbuai perasaan..takot..marah..percaye...sedih...hebatkan diorg...heheheh...