Ketulusan Hati

Minggu ni rase cm sedey...cm ntah la..xtau nak describe..ape lg bile dgr lagu ketulusan hati Anuar Zain nih...adusss...lagi la sayu giller

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau benarkan kasihku
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Mereka Berada di Tempat Yang Salah

..susahnye bile mereka yang x sepatutnya berada di tempat tu,ada di tempat tu..susah sgtttt~
Lagi susah bile mereka x paham permasalahan di situ..Lagi plak bile segala aduan & masalah org bawahan x ambil pusing..apa la gune nye mengadu..sbb xde tindakan yg akan dibuat utk selesaikan masalah..
Hidup tertekan...arkghhhh...~

Sweet Special Friend

Someone who knows what you need before you say it.

Someone who knows when to laugh and when to cry.

Someone who truly listens when you have something to say.

Someone that's there for you during the good and bad times.

Someone who is caring .

Someone who loves you with all their heart and soul.

Someone who is interested in reality and not as a fashion display.

Someone who is honest.

Someone you can trust them like a sibling, confide in like a friend but most of all, love as the great lover they are.

Someone who is open and responsive.

Someone who is never critical and ill-tempered in respect to your needs.

Someone who knows when things have to be compromised in the relationship.

Someone who understands listening is a key, but using what is heard is even more important.

Someone who's there for you no matterwhat.

Someone who is trustful.

Someone who is a friend.

Someone who gives a shoulder to cry on.

Someone with a great sense of humour.

Someone who has things in common withyou.

Someone who takes time to listen and enjoy you for who you are and tries not to make you something else.

Someone with a constant open ear, open heart, and open mind to accept and love people for who the really are.

Someone who will always be there to support your ideas without argument and love you for everything that you are.

Someone that can get a point across without yelling.

Someone that remembers all the cute stupid stuff you love.

Someone that has a personality with qualities you don't have yourself, but admire greatly in them.

Someone who realizes you're two separate people, and appreciates thedifferences.

Someone who can sense a mood problem, and not take it personally.

Someone who understands the difference between PMS, and a real problem.

Someone who can make you happy when your sad.

Someone who tells you the truth even if you don't want to hear it.

Someone who will not hurt you intentionally.

Someone who is a sweet, romantic person who cherishes you no matterwhat.

Someone that you can laugh with.

Someone who you can feel comfortable with and that you don't care what kind of weird stuff they see you do because you know they will still love you no matter what.

Someone who will love you in spite of your little idiosyncrasies.

Someone that would do anything to show how much they care.

Someone who is a great pal, a great kisser, and a great lover!

Someone who allows you to be yourself around them.

Someone who will respect you.

Someone who cherishes your hopes and is kind to your dreams.

Someone who knows you're not perfect, but treats you as though you are.

Someone who listens with their heart and is your source of inspiration

Seribu Tahun

Imran Ajmain - Seribu Tahun

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini

Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi

Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini

Biar membisu burung bersiulan hilanglah gelombang lautan

Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu… ini cinta

Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini…

Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……

Ape kah diorg nih ???

Pg td tgh tunggu bas..(arini turun awal plak..tp bas hampeh tu still sampai kul 7.30..eee..xde can nak g awal..jiwa kacau btul..),ttibe ramainye budak sekolah..rs nye br lepas SPM..sbb asyik ckp psl soalan exam..pakai tshirt pink sume nye..da la ketat..even kcik lg dpd aku tp ciri-ciri kewanitaan yg patut disembunyikan dah ade..eee...kite yg pompuan nak tgk pon malu..~
Ade bas 223..diorg dok bkejar..tp bas tu jalan je sbb br lepas turunkan org..menyumpah seranah diorg..eee...x sanggup telinga nak dgr..abih luar dlm sumer nyer disebut..astaghfirullah..ape kah diorg nih???
Diorg dok balik kat bus stop..dok kat seblah aku plak tu..tdengar la kat telinga ni diorg borak psl kawen.."aik..biar btul"..mude remaja dan di depan public..dgn sgt kuatnye mcm nk bgtau smua org...psl cincin kawen..psl hantaran bape dulang..psl baju kawen...
ish..ish..ish...rs nk gelak pon ade..xpe la budak-budak...biar la diorg berangan..
"mane la diorg ni nk g???ade aktiviti kat sek kot"..hati tdetik..mcm tau je persoalan dlm kepala ni..ttibe ade dgr dialog ni.."eee...mcm nak ujan je..bole ke g genting ni??"...ooo...nak g genting...trip dgn kwn2 la ni sbb pakaiannye..eee..x sanggup nk tgk...
Kepala terpikir..ape aku wat lps SPM dl ek??budak-budak skrg ni pandai wat trip sendiri-sendiri..pegi genting plak tu..mak ayah x risau ke???
aku dulu lps SPM watpe ek??oo...masih lagi bersedih teringat hajat nk jaga arwah nenek yg x kesampaian...lps sek rendah msk hostel..ingtkn tgh tunggu result spm bole la bmnje dgn arwah nenek cm ms kecik2dl..tp x kesampaian..~so,aku x wat ape2..dok umah..wat cross stitch..kdg2 g kubur...
Skrg ni atok pon dah xde..org yg susah payah jg+didik aku dr kecik..Al-Fatihah utk arwah nenek & atok tersayang...moga ditempatkan di kalangan hamba Nya yg dirahmati..
Hajat atok nk tgk aku berumah tangga pon x kesampaian..
ape nk buat...Allah Yang Lebih Mengetahui dpd hambaNya..Sesungguhnya mati itu adalah pasti..

kasihan madammm~heheh

sori madam..gamba ni amek ms akak g meeting pg td..

kesan EL 1 hari dapat kite lihat..hehehe..tp nk wat cmne kn?dah amar x sihat..

kalau saya pon mmg EL bile anak x sihat..risau..

dapat mkn rendang lg

nnti nak raya lagi..
aidiladha..
dapat la makan rendang lg..heheh
ayah~tolong la masak rendang lagi raya nih...plzzzz~

strok

mak abg minor strok...
last weekend g visit + tolong ape yg patut..
kaki + tangan kiri ade tindak balas tp lemah..x lemah sgt..cume agak lemah..
risau..runsing..abg pon x seceria dulu...
ksian tgk dia...
petang ni..ke klang lagi..hantar tongkat yg mak bik beli kan..
mase2ni la..ujian..sanggup ke x bersama dia..
tp insyaAllah sampai sekarang...lebih dpd sanggup bersusah senang dgn abg..
nk tolong semampu mungkin...
sedey rasanye tgk abg tlg mak dia..pakaikan telekung..pimpin tgn..tlg angkatkan wudhu'..
bertuahnyer mak abg..dapat anak yg sebegitu..
untung naseb kite xtau lg..mintak2 dpt la ank soleh solehah yg sygkan kami + sanggup bersama kami hingga akhir hayat...ameenn~
moga kedukaan kami berakhir dgn kebahagiaan + ketenangan sedikit mase lg..moga mak abg kembali sihat..

countdown...

120 days to go..skrg tgh survey2 mak andam..mak call bgtau da jumpe yg "cantik menarik tertarik"...hehehe...next week bole la balek confirm kn..
persiapan family abg ttibe tergendala..mak abg masuk ward isnin lps..darah tinggi..maybe pnat sgt baru balek dpd kedah..pastu pikir plak mcm2...tu yg wat darah makin naek..alhamdulillah ptg smlm dpt discharge..
da survey kad kahwin online..tp ttibe abg bgtau dia nye kad kawin kak yan nak sponsor..ish..untung nye jd anak tunggal ni...cousin pon rajin nk sponsor..mm..ape pon tunggu confirmation dl..kalau x tempah sendiri punye je la...
oppss...lupe plak...photographer da confirm kn...da bayar deposit pon..da setel satu citer...abg...kak yan gak sponsor...sbb kak yan yg jd photographer dia..hehehe...
ape lg ek...pasni confirmkn mak andam...tempah kad kawin...nak beli cadar...katil...pastu...urusan dokumen plak...ish...nk daftar kat mane ek???
adusss...kpala pusing....

Ameen & Aji

Si comel ni(Muhammad Fakhrurrazi) anak Angah(cousin)..last Saturday pegi jadi baby sitter diorg..his mom keje..ayah g umah kenduri kawen..mak tok(nenek) x sihat..so, datang la mak long, mak ngah,mak lang jg diorg..heheh
manje yg amat..da la badan "semangat"..cm mike tyson..

Ni plak(Nur Yasmeen)..kakak Razi..da cerdik sket tp manje jgk..jenuh melayan 2 org budak kenit nih..heheh..tp sronok dapat habihkan weekend dgn diorg..
Yasmeen pantang nampak kamera..senyum jek..heheh..budak2sekarang, era ICT..mmg maju yg amat..mainan pon pandai pilih..handphone..komputer..x cam kite dl2..main masak2..pondok2..anak patung..heheh..

ketupat-rendang

eee...x puas nye mkn ketupat rendang..~lps solat raya trus balek perak...main menu kat sane lemang + rendang tok + laksa..tp..x menepati selera..nak mkn ketupat dgn rendang jugak..uwaaaa...sesungguhnya aku kena jadi rajin sket..kene bli nasi impit + kene masak rendang..pastu sendiri jugak mkn...tp x sedap cam ayah buat..

ish..ry thn ni la aku rs cm x raya..x dpt nk 'menghayati' favourite food..argkhh tension...

kisah ibu & anak

tgh bsiap pg td..tringat 1 kesah yg jd kat umah mak ngah..setahun dl la..mungkin kite anggap perasaan anak2 remeh je..anak buah (umur 5 thn ms tu)..tgh pegang pistol mainan..ibu dia tanye dpd mane dpt pistol mainan tu..kate anak buah "pak ojan (one of my cousin) bg"..si ibu x caye.."ye ke?"..anak da tunjuk muke monyok..ksian plak tgk..
ttibe dtg si abg..ibu tanye pd abg.."adek amek pistol sape tu?"..abg jwb jujur & spontan.."pak ojan bg dia"..si ibu x puas ati.."nnti la ibu tanye pak ojan"..adek da bergenang air mate..mungkin takot..mungkin kecewa..x sape tau ape perasaan dia ms tuh..aku hanye pandang..nk tau jugak kesudahannyer..
x lame pas tu pak ojan nye dtg..mcm menyerah diri.."sape punye pistol tu ojan?"..mungkin tkejut ttibe dpt soalan cmtu,my cousin pandang muke adek..tgk pistol kat tgn adek..& jwb.."oh..ojan bg dia"..smua tdiam..
si ibu dah pandang adek..mungkin rs bsalah/s'thing..xsape tau..
ttibe tangis adek meledak.."ibu x caye adek ckp"...smua tdiam..pandang adek.."ibu ingat adek tipu"...
rs nk nangis pon ade ms tu..br la kite tau anak2 pon ade perasaan & sgt sensitif bile org yg di syg x pecaya kat dia..
si ibu tdiam jek..trus pluk adek..tp ego ibu tetap ade..xde pon perkataan maaf kluar dpd mulut ibu..patut nye kepimpinan melalui teladan...ape2yg baek patut kite amalkan..dpt la anak2tgk + tau ape yg patut & x..

gambar tunang...(yg da lepas)..huhuhu~

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dengue fever

br 2 hari mule keje...slps mc 'bout 2 weeks...DENGUE FEVER....pergkhhh~
demam...saket kepala sgt2..saket sendi..muntah...xde setitik air + sesuap mknn pon dpt masuk..smua kuar balek....
masuk wad 5 hari...23 botol air..25 kali amek darah..x tahan nyer...mujur la nk sambut merdeka..byk ruang yg perlu utk emergency..at last..lepas merayu berpuluh kali...dpt gak discharge...fuhh...lepas...even platlet reading 41 jek(utk org sihat min:105),slamber jek kuar..
dok umah lain sket..byk pilihan mknn..if xleh masuk ni..yg tu ade...br la bole recover...
alhamdulillah..even x fully recover lg..tp da makin ok...
opsss...lg 1...xtau la utk tempoh baper lame..muak gile ngan 100 plus...tgk je pon bole rs nk muntah..mane tak nye..tu je minuman ms saket...sampai da naek kembung...
alhamdulillah da sihat..tp nye nk cover keje 2 minggu..rs saket balek pon ade gak...heheheheh

Demammmmm~

Pening...Rase nak tido jek..seram sejuk..
patut la semalam berat sangat mata..kul 9.30 aku da melayari mimpi..sampai cik abg pon plik nape sensitif + nak balek awal..
sampai umah..trus mandi..solat..bentang tilam..tido...
12.26 terjaga..mesej abg..rs cam da lame tido..da mcm2 mimpi tp bgn2 br kul 12 lebih..
badan rs semacam..sejuk..tp bile off kipas..panas plak..
demam rupenyer..badan da tunjuk kn tanda2 tp kepala x paham2lagi...
demam...arkghhh...
da lame x demam..tp once da kene..agak x tahan la jgk..
time to sleep..moge2 bgn nnti da sihat...

..Cinta..

"Ketika ALLAH menciptakan Nabi Adam A.S, seluruh kecintaan dan kasih sayang itu ditumpahkan. ia satu penciptaan yang agung walaupun mendapat bantahan di langit. kemudian, rasa cinta itu berlanjutan apabila ALLAH menciptakan Hawa untuk Adam. Namun, kebencian iblis yang angkuh & takbur berlanjutan sehingga ke hari ini kerana penciptaan itu"

..Bagaikan Puteri..Ramlee Awang Mursyid

If You're Not The One -Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Ape ek??

Ape ek??kadang2 kite tewas dgn amarah...even mende kecik je..bole jd sebesar2nyer..and aku, kalau da marah sgt..aku wat x kenal dgn org tuh..biar la dia tercongok depan mate pon..aku akan wat bodo..~
Pd aku biar la org tau kite mrh + x suke dgn diorg...dpd pure2 suke, berbual cam biase tp dlm ati berbuku-buku...x jujur dgn diri+dgn org...
kdg2aku perlu keadaan cmtu utk ubah diri..smua tu akan wat aku terpikir..ape aku da wat salah kat dia sampai dia marah kat aku..kalau btul salah,aku bole ubah..insyaAllah kesilapan yg same x kn berulang lg...
tp kalau aku x salah??camne ek??ape kah??(adehhh...xleh pk lagi dah)
susah nk selesaikan masalah idup kn??tp kalau xde masalah cm xlengkap la plak..smua tu yg mewarnai idup kite..suke duke..pahit manis...
mm..dunia...dunia...~

Bagaikan Puteri

Novel yg byk wat aku terpikir psl byk mende yg x penah aku pk..dah lebih 10 kali aku bace novel nih..sampai aku bole tau mane part yg aku suke..mane part yg wat aku malas nak bace..mane part yg wat aku seram...mane part yg sedey banget..even da banyak kali bace pon still mengalir air mate..(especially bile Haryani da sedar..pegi kat kg punggor..jerit name laksamana sunan..laksamana sunan pon cam terdengar-dgr Haryani panggil name dia..sbb both of them ade sense yg diorg ade di tempat yg same..pd mase yg same..tp pada zaman yg berlainan)..uwaaa...apekah???(arrkggghhh...otak aku xleh generate)
..Kamu Bagaikan Puteri..Haryani~
Ade plak kesinambungan dgn peristiwa tsunami yg mmg betul2 berlaku..wat aku kdg2percaye yg aku bace tu mungkin jadi btul2...ish...sedeynye bercinte..pastu berpisah...& takkan jumpe lagi sbb berlainan zaman..eee...apekah???(arrkggghhh...otak aku xleh generate)
btul ek??mungkin btul laaa..kalau x camne penulis tu bole dpt idea yg semacam itu...heheheh..tp name pon penulis..Ramlee Awang Mursyid plak tu...fuiyo...bukan sebarangan org tuh...mmg da tu kebolehan penulis yg bole create + olah smua tu sampai wat kite yg bace terbuai perasaan..takot..marah..percaye...sedih...hebatkan diorg...heheheh...